thankful thursday

i am thankful for sunsets. there are times when you happen to glance around at just the right moment and the magic of nature is truly overwhelming. i think sunsets do that. it is amazing that almost every night, there is an opportunity to witness something so beyond me and my capabilities. there is an opportunity to see something remarkable right outside of my window. and every time it happens, i have to take a moment to breathe in the sight and try to thank nature, in all of her beauty and majesty, for giving me something that stops me in my tracks. she is AWEsome!

I AM...

i started this idea of recognizing all of the things that 'i am' and celebrating them about a month ago, but did not do anything with it. i am trying to start that up again though because i think it is something that we don't do enough of. it goes to the idea that just being is something that we should pay attention to and rejoice in. i invite you again to do the same on your blog or in the comments! what fun! so, at the risk of being corny or cheesy or just plain silly, here we go.....

....a student of yoga. i have been going twice a week for about 8 weeks now, and i am really enjoying all of the things that it is encouraging my body to do. like my life, i think my body has been "stuck" in the same position for the last 5 years! yoga is pushing, pulling, stretching, and twisting my body into asanas (poses) that i never knew it could do. that does not mean, unfortunately, that i move through the poses with ease. i creak and groan, pop and moan as though this body was a haunted house! my shoulder, my hip, and my knee are all testing the limits, but, along with the rest of my body, they are all starting to loosen up, as long as i don't push too hard and i congratulate my body on what it was able to do for the day.

this is my warrior 1 pose ... flawed, but the "spiritual warrior" nonetheless

i like what this new endeavor is supposed to do for me. i like that it creates a flow within my muscles and organs while it brings focus to my body and what it is trying to say at 31. flexibility, peace, calming meditation, and the extremely important focus on oneself are other reasons why i am so taken with this new practice. i am hoping to reach a new kind of physical awareness with my body. i have so many aches and pains and "issues" with this vessel, and i'd like to understand what is causing so many of them. i also think yoga helps to bring about more positive thoughts as i allow my body and mind to embrace, yet quietly challenge its limits. i am intrigued by what it has to offer me and what it will teach me about this vessel that i use every day. thanks for being a part of me today! namaste.

HAPPY DAY!

happy birthday sweet pea! you are such a gentle, observant, loving soul who brings sunshine and warmth to all who know you. i hope your day is so happy and love-filled. i will be thinking about you ALL day - just missing the stuffing out of you!!!!!!!!! happy number ONE!

thankful thursday

it has been too long since i last posted! life sometimes gets in the way of the intentions we have, but i promised my sister that i would post something new today so here goes...

i really like the idea of taking some time out of the hectic, planned, grumpy, busy, crazy, work filled day to remind myself to slow day and give some thanks. there is PLENTY to be thankful for. my mom has recently posted a few "thankful thursdays" and i really love the idea. so here is my first one, which will hopefully lead to many more (i have SO many reasons to be thankful!)


i am thankful for this cat and this dog. kyle has been away all week working in colorado. his employee is on a vacation and kyle wanted to keep the finances in a good spot. unfortunately, that has left me alone after an amazing visit with my family, where laughter, people, conversations and joy were around in abundance.

so, this cat........

has been snuggling under the covers with me every night -making sure that i am getting enough attention. he usually has to change positions every time i do just to make sure that he is using ALL of the nook in my elbow or leg or bend in the waist that he possibly can. either that, or he is so close to my face that i am not sure which one of us is purring! he has been waiting at the door for me when i get home and then follows me around until i find a place to rest. he has been my little guard cat.

and then there is this dog......

who misses kyle even more than i do! she is a faithful companion to me, but she misses him desperately. i try to play with her the way he does, but she just sort of rolls over and lays there, as if she were saying "you aren't doing it right." she too has started to follow me around to different areas of the house and then plops down to keep me company. shiloh (the cat) rules the roost around here so, daisy (the dog) is currently right outside of the office because shiloh is inside! she has such loving eyes and wants to go everywhere with me. she has even tried to jump in the FRONT seat of the car to go to yoga with me! she dutifully has ridden around with me at other times, but she misses the truck and the roaming that she gets to do with kyle. i miss kyle being around to let her out at 4:30 every morning to go potty!!!

thanks to my little "family" here, i have not been too lonely (thanks trayci, cass, and leslie), but when night settles in and i don't have the company of my sweetie pie, these two beloved animals have loved me just right!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Happy Birthday sweet sisters of mine! Because all of my pictures are still packed up in a box somewhere, I had to make do with this picture taken last year on your birthday and a sketch I found of the two of you together.

The similarities are uncanny!!!!!!!! hee hee


Bratni and Corkster,
You both are such amazing women and I thank you for the beautiful presence you hold in my life. I would not be who I am without your love, encouragement, support, and friendship. I love you sooooooo much Cory and Britt. I hope your day was filled with love and all of the things you enjoy. Happy Birthday!

sunday drive

remember the "sunday drive"? sometimes it was straight to and from church, arriving to a home filled with the sent of roast, or sometimes it was a long drive to get to church, which allowed time to cloud gaze out of the window. Sometimes that drive took us around a bend for some yummy lunch or a candy treat, and sometimes it was a detour (shortcuts my dad liked to call them) that lasted a little longer than expected. always, though, there was something about them that made my sunday seem a little better and there existed a closeness with the people i was with (maybe for you jess, britt, and cory a little too close!). i have to say that i had forgotten the peace that a nice drive can bring especially in the fall. kyle and i were showing our house last sunday, and after running errands and fighting crowds at sam's club, he took us down this little road just outside of farmington. he wanted to look at a possible land site to buy and build a home on. as i rolled down the window to take a better look, the scent of fall filled the truck. do you know what scent i am speaking of? it smells cool and crisp with a mixture of bark, leaves, and grass all melted together. it took me back to my childhood and playing out in the yard at dusk during the fall. it was such a beautiful area and such a peaceful, happy experience....just thought i would share it with you!

this is one of the plots that is for sale. on the other side of the trees is a view of the river.

i am not sure if you can see her, but there is a deer standing in the center of this picture. she was there with her baby and another deer. they were standing by the river taking in the same sight we were! and what a sight it was!!

kyle took this picture as we were parked by the river watching the deer. the river was flowing quite quickly, which filled the air with watery music and babbling.

there were three horses in a field on the way back up the road.they were calm and absolutley graceful. kyle has always been a horse lover, but i am now convinced that we MUST live somewhere where there is enough room for a horse to graze.
we both left with the crisp air filling our lungs and brains with desires of this home sweet home.

just being

in all of the rush to figure out what we want to be when we grow up, how to get ahead, what it means to be successful, do you think we forget about who we are in the moment? as children, we are frequently asked "what do you want to be when you grow up?" in high school we might be asked, "what college do you want to go to?" in college the question of choice is "what is your major?" and after college or into adulthood we are asked "what do you do?" all of these questions are set out to make us think of the future and make goals for ourselves, or to recieve some type of status along the corporate ladder...which can be good. however, they also take us away from the present. they all focus on what else is out there for us....encourage us to push harder and show more. we are supposed to have an answer to all of those questions, and boy oh boy, i used to have those answers! but now, i don't. and it is uncomfortable for me. i know it is important to have goals, but in order to understand what is out there for me, i think i need to rediscover what this woman is all about just by simply BEING. being in this moment and living this life as fully as i can right now, that is my goal. i want to take the positives that exist in my life and celebrate them. right now is my life...right now i am many things that don't have a title and paycheck attached. i am many things that are verbs, adjectives, and nouns. no matter what my answers are to those questions, i AM...and that is worth writing about!

my hope in sharing this is two fold. one, to rediscover what makes up all of me and two, that you join me! take some time to focus on who or what you ARE...and share it in the comments (if you visit) or on your blog (for you bloggers) once a week, once a month, or once in a while so that we all may know a little more about you and the gorgeous, incredible, amazing person that you ARE....simply by "just being."